Its Your LIFE!!

There's a girl,, for a while she's been moving from place to place. Practically grew up with no father, but knew him though. Oh no she wasn't no bastard. Mom did good for the first 10 years of her life.. but just a decade was the good life for this black girl lost. Jump and thrown from house to house.. Mom had to get her life together.. so the young girl and mom was no more. Living with aunts.. and gram'z.. but neither worked out.. got into some trouble.. all ran out of patience and now she's kicked to the curb. From mom's side to father's side.. started out good, OK. But this girl knew not to unpack those bags. Yes she kept them tied up right by the doors. Teen years was the craziest.. Hormones raising.. Confused, very lost.. But the biggest insecurity was her heart.. Lost all feeling's for the people in her life.. She feels love.. but its the love that crippled her.. She then learn to only love thyself but give out just enough love for those she cares for in this crazy four letter word called LIFE. Graduated high school.. Working a part time job.. Nothing fancy.. But to her its OK.. She knows its really the shelter buildings called school that can really save her from this jungle world. She was a typical girl.. Out of public schools, into college and higher things. Oh don't misread her. She's done her fair share of trouble.. Her typical teenage behaviors.. But through it all she's been strong and still did what she has to do. Four different houses within 10 years.. She looks back... At the age of 19 now.. She no longer wants to be this girl that bounced from house to house.. She finally turned that confused head of hers and finally started to look forward.. She strives to be the women that had her own. Ms. Independent was the only name that ringed in her head.. She may do things that no one else may approve of.. But this is her life she figured.. Live life how she wants it.. Do what makes her happy.. and everybody else thought surely came 2nd.. She accepted opinions.. when needed.. But at the end of the day its her life that will always come first.. her thoughts.. her actions.. her ways..